So recently I haven't been myself and my confidence levels have defiantly decreased to a low level. Now I don't want attention and I'm not just saying this for sympathy but I just wanted to rant my feelings and I thought why not on my blog.
Now I'm not the most popular girl you'll ever meet, but I do have some good friends who will defiantly be there for me when I need them but sometimes I don't have that feeling and I forget about those certain people and life just feels lonely.
I'm not a person who communicates over social media a lot or likes to text so it's hard to keep in touch with certain people. Which is usually why I drift away from most of my friends, which can really dig into me, especially when I'm not in good mood to start of with.
Recently it's defiantly got a lot harder to deal with this problem as I see my friends meeting up and having gatherings with everyone and obviously having a good time and I don't get invited.
I've not been as close with them lately as I would of liked to have been as I don't see them as much. I've recently switched colleges so I don't see them like I used too but I thought that we would still be close and meet up every now and then. Now I just feel totally forgotten and it makes me sad that I've spent a whole year with these people but they don't try to get me involved in certain things.
I don't have the confidence I wished I did and I struggle to talk to people as I feel that I'm bugging them by simply just saying "hi" to them which not many people understand. It's the main reason why I don't make conversation even if I really wanted too.
It might not be a big deal and I'm possibly blowing this out of proportion but it's just a situation I wanted to talk about and I felt most comfortable sharing this with you guys.
If you feel the same or want to leave advice for anyone who could possibly be feeling the same way, leave a comment.
See you soon, Girl Behind The Screen xx
Hi, I went through a similar thing this fall when I decided to take all of my classes for senior year (i'm technically still a senior in high school) at a college. I found that a lot of people that I had spent 4+ years being friends with, were being very distant. I ended up finding out that they were talking shit about me and my best friend who is also taking college classes this year. They were all very jealous and handled it by trying to hurt us. I came to the realization in the end that I didn't need fake friends and have completely cut them out of my life- I will not answer calls or texts from them. In my experience, you are better off trying to make new friends, than waiting around for fake people to call you. xx, Lita
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